today seems to be a really moody day for me ): woke up, read through my sms-es and i cried. i keep telling myself not to cry but i keep crying. worse still, i cannot stop. smsed girlfriend and we talked about many stuffs. i feel better after relating to her all my problems. thankyou veh much girlfriend. me love you. i really dont know what to do, i feel so lost. D: somebody, anybody, just kill me. please.
someday everything will all make perfect sense,
so for now,
i'll try to laugh at the confusion,
i'll try to smile through the tears,
and to keep reminding myself that everything happens for a reason.
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derine:
hey baobei, its alright lahs (: tell me when the time is ripe and when you are ready, i'm sorry i sort of forced you to tell me. ): i'm really sorry. i was really veh curious. hope you forgive me alright? i love you baobei, so many things have been running through my mind these few weeks, i feel so horrible inside. i really feel like dying. baobei, if i were to leave you one day, you'll promise that you be strong okeh? ^^ i love you veh much, muacks. :D.

shuting:
girlfriend, it was really wrong of him to kp you like that lah, wtf. he should just go and die :x no offence luh, i thought he was veh nice but he didnt turn out to be what i think he is. and and thankyou girlfriend, i'll try to be strong, you too alright? it seems so hard to the both of us, but i know that no matter how long we'll take, we can do it de, i really hope we can. i'll try not to put too much hope too. thankyou girlfriend. i love you :D<3

pascal:
heyhey i didnt do much lahs :D. just cheerup and be happy. you know when a person smiles, the person looks best (: so smile more okeh! ^^ think positive alright? remember, everything happens for a reason. <3>

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